That little ricicle is now nearly 10 months old....

This little Blondie bundle of fun is my world, my perfect little girl...to this day i cannot believe she is mine, i love her with all of me...i love the way her big eyes sparkle and the way her Blondie mop looks white when its freshly washed, the way she says mamama dadadad..eee and braa shes amazing and i thank whoever/whatever above gave her to me so i could be her mummy.

Not posted for a while..

So lots has happend since i last wrote, we have moved had our 12 and 20 week scan and i'm now dead on 24 weeks today! Its a milestone, as from today beany is classed as viable... able to live outside the womb with special care so obviously its one to check off the calender.

As i said before we have moved (just before Christmas) and although the house is lovely i HATE the area this has been compounded by the fact that brad prob wont get into our chosen school now either..the whole reason we moved in first place was to be closer to that..grrrr!

Anyway enough moaning, i know i am lucky, i have a wonderful son a brand new life growing inside of me, and a partner who has his faults but loves us all loads.
So here here to thinking on the bright side!

STRESS

So i chase my doctor for a midwife appointment and they give me her number, i call and she sounds really scary, like a matron and wants to come to the house to do it and i'm scared and a bit freaked out because i dont like people coming to the house...oh man i feel like i'm losing it a bit today..plus i'm so bored but cant get motivated.

There is some news on the move tho, things are moving quicker their end so should start to move this end too, i cant Wait to get stuck into the new house, its going to be a palace if it kills me!!

A bit about us..

Well hello everyone...anyone lol! My name is Martine and i have decided to start this blog mainly for myself to look back on and as a diary of my second pregnancy.

I have a son Brad who is 10 from a previous relationship who is my sunshine and absolute apple of my eye, proper skater/BMX nut and the most gorgeous well behaved loving boy in the world!

Kel is my other half who i have been with for what feels like forever and we had been trying for a baby for 18 months so this baby ricicle was a huge much wanted surprise!!

As a family we have been through the mill a bit, in the last year especially..there has been illness and operations galore and its so nice to finally have something positive to look towards..

So for the next few months i will be writing about the different events of my life and be as honest and candid as i can be..

If you have got this far thanks for reading!

lots of love martine and beany, 8 weeks and 4 days!! xxx